I have been thinking a lot about myself recently. I am now feeling that I am in a very peaceful and nice mind situation. Although I didn’t read many books to keep me think actively. Just as a friend said, some people can learn things from her own life. I guess I am this kind of person who keeps learning in my own ways…I believe I am getting more and more mature.

   Once there was a period of time, the depressed time in my life…that was the period of my first year of college life. After my College Entrance Examination, I was lucky enough to be admitted into Shanghai University. Yes, it may not enjoy a great reputation as other key universities, however, the news that I was admitted into it really exceed my expectation.  But the God likes to play jokes. I entered into the English Department. Everyone knows that I scare English a lot. During my high school study, I could just scrape through the English tests. But now, my major is English, I have to face the subject I’m poor at everyday. I couldn’t express the sad feeling. I cannot understand what our foreign teachers were talking about, I cannot organize my words correctly and do the presentation independently…One year later, I tried to adjust my emotions and persuade myself to accept the fate. Yes! God has his own reason of bringing me here. So what? The only thing I can do is to enjoy life in my school, find my own happiness and lead another kind of gorgeous life! I must give myself a reason of no regret to study at Shanda. Of course, now, I can sincerely say that I have made it!

   A friend said I am a girl who can enjoy myself and have the faculty of delight. And also, I can bring happiness to others. Well…..I have never realized that I have this kind of power! I’ m really grateful to her for speaking that. I am firmly convinced that happiness is not an emotion, but a spirit, which makes you unusual and gives you a magic power! I am what I am, the one who do whatever she likes. If do it, do it best!

Here, I would like to thank some people:

Thank my dear hubby, thank the teachers who have encouraged me during the hardest period of my life, thank my family, and thank those who once help me…

Also ，thank myself! Take my motto as the end: Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you are gonna get----from Forrest Gump Come on, Ashley! You are destined to do something special like William said!